I love you....

It may be bad timing
It may be too soon

I cant help my hearts' desire
in loving you too the moon

You speak like no one believes in you
or in your ability to think

But your simply throwing out the paddles
and your boat is starting to sink

My hand is extended
I believe in you

But my heart is in shambles
skeptical of a love that felt so true

Check

More has happened in the best 7 months, then my entire life. I have grown with and against my will, and strides are overwhelming.

It has been the worst period of my life but at the same time it has been the best.
I have a past filled with mistakes that make me cringe, and good times that make me smile.
But the past is a mere afterthought, and that is only because thats the only way i can think in order to get where i am supposed to be.
I have aspiriations far exceeding what i would have thought 7 months prior
and I have elliminated all of the things that arent relevant.
Aspirations include; Art School, Nirvana, Following through with love, truly changing someones life(for the better), Child, pro wrestling and Chimpanzee

Elliminations include; Career, sucess, marriage, dependency, and lastly crucial mistakes.

Not that anyone reads this, and I am not trying to impress/show/talk to anyone, it is simply nice to evaluate shit outside of my clusterfuck of a epithalamus.

But if anyone does stumble upon this... I love you all.