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Put On Your Sunglasses Bastads

"It's lonley at the top in whatever you do, you always gotta watch motherfuckers around you, nobody's invincible no plan is fullproof, we all must meet our moment of truth."-Guru of GangStarr

I can't fix the past, I can barley control the present, all i can do is make sure the future is promising...nothings going to hold me down.

It was written.

Salim, Jamal, Latika. Its crazy how i make this movie relate to my own life. i see myself as jamal and salim. I have one person i will go to the end of the world for, yet, I hurt heart her, I betray everyone, and leave myself out to die... but in reality i put a gun to salim and im letting my jamal shine. Jamal tells Latika he loves her... she responds "so what." Thats how i feel.... i know its pretty far fetched but i hope everything pans out like it did for Jamal...dreams hahaha.

Humour For Once

Thinking about everything has usually made me depressed, but when thinking about people that dont effect me in any positive way yet still try and bring down directly or indirectly has forced me to laugh a little. First off, I have done some pretty selfish things, admittidly i have thrown a few pitty parties in my day but i did them because i yearn for everyones acceptance and love... but my selfish acts have made me a better person because i actually learn from them... (This is where all those people come in) Selfishness is an ugly trait that everyone possesses but not everyone lets it control them the way others do. These selfish people are funny to me because the only time they ever stepped in and were concerned with what i have to say is when i said something that made them insecure. I have not used names at all, but yet when i do describe someone they know exactly who they are...even if i'm not describing them...thats hilarious to me. I mean i could write something saying how im going to eat laundry detergent and maybe one or two people would show concern,and tell me to grow the fuck up, but if i mention that someone else is concieted bitch, or likes to put peanut butter on their nuts, all of the sudden my words are important? haha thats great shit...high school is almost over fuck it. I love you all....

nothing compares 2 U

Sinead is the best musician that never progressed. Her music is extremely strong. She is a blues singer, but sounds nothing like it...but when she reached stardom she never got to stay. She rocked a shaved head and spoke her mind. but no one agreed with her, and they shunned her, all because she spoke her mind, and raged against the machine. 20 years from now she'll be hearalded as a musical saint, but in present she is gone from the public eye... She pulled off the shaved head pretty well, i must say.

end of the day

At the end of day we are all human beings.
We are all looking for happiness
We all put up with bulshit
We all make mistakes (some more than others)
We need hope that everything will be okay...when its not
We need comfort when things get hard
We need an escape from reality
We need to hurt, so that we can appricate happiness
We have to progress.
We have to succeed.
Failure is not an option...No matter how easy it is to give up




Love

Good news...

i might not be in the best condition, but shit like this gives me some happiness...

your biggest pet peeve

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on the corny side...

Life is not about what have done, but rather what you are meant to do.

Inspiration for your asses

i hope you like it

http://www.zshare.net/audio/669138698fdc8baf/

its decent. singing isnt my thing but, i just had to

During US History...

First time we spoke
I didn't know your name
It was in a gymnasium
Yeah...Pretty Lame
Fast Forward to the first day freshmen year
Your smile was the the sun
Your eyes crystal clear
As Time Went On
We Became the best
I was romeo
You were juliet
Then came the best ill remember
a kiss from your lips
turned my heart to cinder
I wish i would have died that day
I wouldn't have betrayed you and thrown it all away

Now you're gone
but I'll return
because our love is a flame
that will always burn

Twist of Fate makes life worth while

YOU ARE GOLD AND SILVER

LONG WAY DOWN...I KNOW I'll make it own my own.

Well im progressing... but its sad when my whole weekend is completely uplifted by the words "I HATE YOU". ...

i cannot even describe how much you cloud my mind.... its not fair. you torture me all day. i can't do anything without thinking of you. its hard to watch wrestling. its hard to put on most of the shirts i have. i cant go to walgreens. i cant even listen to my music without thinking about you. country music is a disaster for me...even going to the mall fucks me up, "Claires" "Lids" its not healthy in any way. and you'd think id have some peace every once in while... Wrong, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY DREAMS.... everynight its the same thing. I wake up happy expecting a white van to pull up with a crying sister and a just out of bed driver, but reality sets in...and you know what i miss most of all... those stories...i miss hearing those stupid yet amazing stories. i miss them sooo much. i miss having my zits popped by a pro, i miss making fun of you, even though i admire you more than anyone i know.

Seperation is the key to enlightenment...(you might have read that in the zen book)

one more thing...I dont get jealous...because i know, no matter how good looking, how cool, how nice, how old, how great they are... they aren't me. and I'm not just a dispicable piece of shit, you know and i know, there's a great person here.

Pink

Dear Pink,
Thank you for always being there for me. You always know how to make me happy in some way. When I'm with you i feel like there is nothing that can bring me down. At first I thought of you as an object for my pleasure, but as time went on you proved to be my best friend. You don't judge me, you don't ask for anything of me except for the care and respect I will always give you. Looking at you makes me feel greatful for the life I live. You give the inspiration to be me in my best form. Through thick and thin, through the sweet and fruity, you are with me even when no one else is.

I love you Pink

Sincerly

Daniel X XXXXXXXXX

"you can hate me now but i wont stop now"-nas

"When you live hard and you play hard and burn the candle at both ends... in this life, you can lose everything you love, everything that loves you. Alot of people told me that I'd never wrestle again, they said "he's washed up", "he's finished" , "he's a loser", "he's all through". You know what? The only ones gonna tell me when I'm through doing my thing, is you people here. You people here... you people here. You're my family."

-Randy The Ram Robinson


Break me down, tell me what you think of me, tell me all the bad things i've done, tell me what my flaws are...just remember this... I will be anyone other than myself. Every single person i know has at least one complaint about me... so what am i supposed to do CHANGE EVERY SINGLE ASPECT. FUCK THAT. there is a big difference between changing and growing. I'm growing up way faster than i wanted to... but thats my fault, I'm still the same person, but i know better than to fall victim to my own mistakes and i know better than to let someone else get hurt from my mistakes.

but god damn do i have some more growing to do... I'm living a life were im completely depenedent on other people like i always have.... now though, i dont have anyone... even my parents are losing hope. my brother doesn't call. friends are pretty non existant. i couldnt tell you the last time someone has wanted to hang out with me. Which is expected, but I have no idea what to do with myself. When I'm alone my mind tortures me with thoughts of you....its even harder when i eliminate chemicals and mutilation...You can't forgive me until my actions speak. I'm gonna rock your fucking eardrums...(you probably think "oh he's said it before, nothings gonna happen, he's such a liar" WRONG its not even because i owe you anymore its because you expect me to fail, you want me to give up...and YOU know thats the way to get me involved)


you = anyone that feels like thats them.

Underestimated Underdog

written by ME

The Underdog must claim the mountain
It's Form is the Coldest Shoulder
As the underdog climbs up
The wind gets Colder
He dreams of greener grass on the other side
But has to reach it, he has to make it out alive
Which is a challenge because he's prone to mistakes
Now he his to give it all it takes
He remains silent with every move he makes
But even silence triggers the biggest of blizzard quakes
Fighting threw it makes him a stronger,better, man
Because he has been at the bottom
and knows where he'll land
Mirages tempt him but he has to blink his eyes
Dead weight on his back was a big sac of lies
He broke free of the bag and kept with his trek
He now only carries a tote filled with dreams and respect
With so far to go a tear trickles his cheek

When will the underdog ever get to speak........

Thank you whoever whenever however....

"Sometimes you wonder why it is soooo hard to let go, but you have to realize that you can't change your heart. You just have to put up with the brokeness, just hoping that someday it will change into what it was, something perfect in every way"

this just appeared when i was at BSU library today and flipped my shit. i dont know where it came from or who it was from or if it was even for me to see... but it really helped and gave me hope...thanks

how about a new song? im down for some hot wings ;) no ribs

Dreams will be reality

28/08/09

I am making the call today! I'm done waiting to see what life hands me after i recieve a piece of paper signed by people who went to school their whole lives to get a job taking care of a school(redundant?) anyways, It's about me enrolling for summer classes at BS U... a very wise and beautiful girl said you will know when God gives you a sign. Well now I know what you are talking about. I think I'm making the trip Friday to Ft. Wayne to get to know everything, and what too expect.

My Life = Your Entertainment

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"Action speaks louder than words" (i agree 100%)

i would like to express my opinion on this ever so popular statement...

True action does speak louder than words, I agree. I have acted very poorly in many instances, I have also shown how loving, honest, proud, and reliable i am...but wait that doesnt matter cause action speaks louder than words. You say I have to apologize...I KNOW I DO. but an apology is just a persuasive speech in reality. hmm speech?? OH YEAH a speech is a whole bunch of words. I can't show you all how much i care because you wont even look at me, the only time you notice me is if someone else you INFORMS you of something i might have done. sooo how could you be so quick to judge and shun me when you haven't even seen me. oh wait i know how....You "heard" from somebody, Yeah! thats it. which is quite redundant if i do say myself. Considering their words are a product of nerves,tissue,and vibration just like mine, yours, richard dunns,david corbins WHOEVER...So why are their words louder than my actions? ALL I WANT IS TO RECONCILE. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS I GET IT, but how in fuck am I supposed to prove anything without saying anything. I wrote you a poem that wasn't like anything I've ever written before or will ever write again yet even my best can't change anything...


despite what you want or think or HEAR i am getting stronger and i take pride in the things that matter. and one of those things is my debt to you guys.

Angels

amazing

action needed for acknowledgement....

well the first chapter is over and the main character had some crazy adventures. extrordiarily acting as the protagonist and the antagonist at the same time. but as the last page turned a new chapter begins. did he learn from his mistakes? will he ever find love? stay tuned... MY LIFE = YOUR ENTERTAINMENT.

Dakota Sur. great state. can't make to make another trip there.


its been a while since butterflies...it feels good

she dances to my music

Daniel Ward Clevenger

Daniel Ward Clevenger was born in 1992.
Daniel has 1 brother
Daniel has a loving family and a wholsome enviroment.
Daniel also is a 3-D characther as a wise english teacher once put it.

1st. Dan.
Dan is the most complex of the group, because there are several sides within this one person.
there is crazy dan who is willing to do anything for amusement
thers is dan the man who is the center of attention
and there is dan, who is good at everything he does... but not great at anything

2nd Danny.
Danny is a rare shape of the man. Danny is the most lovable. He's witty, funny, and relates with everyone. but his downfall is he is shy and can never make the big decsions..
Only few people have called him Danny. Nicki the former swim club coach, Bailey the former love and first legitiment kiss of his, and aunt becky the only family member who challenged his love of sports and millitary as a child.

3rd Daniel
Daniel is the irresponisble spontanious jerk who is much more mature then his age, due to his older brother.
Andy, allyson and his parents are the main to adress him as that

4th DannyC
DannyC is the alter ego. He is extremely smart, a hell of a performer, but extremley weak. DannyC will do anything for happiness. DannyC fills emotional voids with sexual conduct, chemicals, and material things. DannyC is the most likley to die out of the group. DannyC has compassion for everything that gives him satisfaction...which is his biggest downfall

5th. Daunte Klevington
Daunte has only been seen by a few people. He is in fact the truest to himself. Daunte has refused weed, Daunte even refused sex. Daunte is the coolest person alive. he is proud of the things he does such as wear pink lotion, listen to country and watch wrestling. all other people have similar traits but daunte is the only one that doesn't rationalize truths. Daunte was the first to own up to his mistakes. While Dan, and Daniel apologized and talked their shit, daunte actually did something about it. Sadly daunte has been kept back. but will someday show his face

i already cried tonight...

the lyrics aren't really fitting. but i knew you would like this song



the first verse is eerely similar....

Benji Button

Ironically im going to compare the experiences i have with benji button... kind of

i used to feel pressured to do "stuff" and would always act on dans dickau. but now after an amazing experience... i appreciate every moment... i dont try and pull shit. i am not intrested in being with her to get somewhere. just being around her gives me un matched joy. and i will never take a moment i spend with her for granted... and amazingly i was honest with her... she asked about a habit i picked up and i told her the truth... and honestly it made me feel better...

Happiness

I can finally say "I am proud of who Daniel Clevenger is and is going to be" I'm pretty ashamed of who i was.. but I am not him.
The old Daniel loved a girl named Mary, treated her very poorly, and took her for granted.
The new Daniel loves life, love, music, and people.
..........i still love mary very much, but it is extremely unfair for me to expect that that angel would want me in her life, thats fine though. I am strong enough to live without a girlfriend, but i would love her to be in my passenger seat sometimes when I'm alone, maybe we would talk about life, college, peace core,wrestling, music, getting her tonsils out, being free, love... it would be pretty cool.
Every other day i go to the boyz and girlz club, and I get to have fun with my new friends. To them I'm just a color and a big nose, but to me they are beautiful... i wish i could take all the privledged kids and put them in their shoes, they wouldnt no what to do... these kids are amazing and i wish i had their strength and sense of humor. one in paticular is a 14 year old girl named Daz, she is a rose that grew from concrete. I hope she will shine like she deserves too....
I have to say good bye to one of my best friends... jacob is moving to evansville, we had great times together.
One day when im doing what i was put on this earth to do, ill find one individual, that is perfect for me...I have already uncovered one perfect individual, but the question is if she is perfect for me...


Love is no ionic bond, covalent bond, bail bond, hahaha, love is a forged well crafted and rare stone that can only exist in two pieces. Once the pieces are together a strong force is excerted. Just like inaniment stones, love must face extreme storms, the pieces may get sepereated, but the extrodinarily strong attraction between them brings them together....eventually...

Remember Me? (R U sTILL Down)

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Wow....

I would not hesitate to do something life threatening. i betrayed everyone i love. i lost everyone i love. BUT its gonna be fine.... pac got out of it. i can get out of it, i have a feeling i will die soon though. i love mary more than life.

Perfect Life

With Sir Charles' new cd coming out it has dawned on me what the perfect life might be...

A wrestling match...
Coming out to my own theme music would be nuts.. My entrance would be all adrenaline. I would come out first as the underdog and watch my oppenent(society) enter.
The match would be one of those epic shawn michaels matches... which means no matter what, win or lose, ill still be the showstopper, and ill still be the one that everyone rooted for or against.

GOOD NEWS

altered beast..

startin off... this is the illest yet most dissapointing games on genesis. you start off as a wolf, then dragon, then polar bear, then tiger, but you end up as the same gotdamn wolf...
but forreal
just like the game i build myself depending on if im able to get that extra something. and i was on the way to becoming a beast but i couldnt get that fuckin extra. i went to weeks of straight heaven with my girl(power up(deep ass voice)) i quit depending on tree(power up) but then the shit diminished. im back to square one. depressions got me ready to explode and if someone even gives a shitty look at school i think the whole world hates me. but whatever i still got music and mary.

dilla's ruff draft, madillian's madvilliany, sublime's robbin in the hood, kylelucasismyfavorite is pretty dope but my pineapple express right now is any charles hamilton mixtape(especially dead zone)-------sorrrry charles but brooklyn girls is pissing me off now, ive been listening to you for a long ass time and now all the bandwagon bastards are acting like they're down with you. its like california love and tupac, what i got and sublime the one song doesnt even come close to represting your cuerpo of work

oh yeah... show tufli's mixtape is of the giegermuller that shit is beyond dope

salam
-dannyc(deltron)3030

Preface :)

Pro sports is dying
Rap is going to explode (j dilla and Big L's reincarnation = charles hamilton, curren$y, B.o.B. Asher Paul Roth, Kid Cudi, Shwayze)
indie is becoming the mainstream, but the indie indie is still fresh, mainstream is shit and the gimmicks that celebs are pulling simply ruin life.

But on my solo, hybrid ladies(smart and easy on the iris) are making it hard to be loyal. High School is slowly passing. Indiana is heaven(half jokingly)