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"Action speaks louder than words" (i agree 100%)

i would like to express my opinion on this ever so popular statement...

True action does speak louder than words, I agree. I have acted very poorly in many instances, I have also shown how loving, honest, proud, and reliable i am...but wait that doesnt matter cause action speaks louder than words. You say I have to apologize...I KNOW I DO. but an apology is just a persuasive speech in reality. hmm speech?? OH YEAH a speech is a whole bunch of words. I can't show you all how much i care because you wont even look at me, the only time you notice me is if someone else you INFORMS you of something i might have done. sooo how could you be so quick to judge and shun me when you haven't even seen me. oh wait i know how....You "heard" from somebody, Yeah! thats it. which is quite redundant if i do say myself. Considering their words are a product of nerves,tissue,and vibration just like mine, yours, richard dunns,david corbins WHOEVER...So why are their words louder than my actions? ALL I WANT IS TO RECONCILE. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS I GET IT, but how in fuck am I supposed to prove anything without saying anything. I wrote you a poem that wasn't like anything I've ever written before or will ever write again yet even my best can't change anything...


despite what you want or think or HEAR i am getting stronger and i take pride in the things that matter. and one of those things is my debt to you guys.